Maybe. Some people say I am not traumatized, so it's difficult for me to know who to believe. I made up a story with the therapist I'm seeing last week about how I went to the bathroom in my pants at a clubhouse. I made up the story to try to be less overwhelmed by the way people actually treat me. Even when I make things up they are usually inspired by reality, for example, I've been around people in disability services who joke about disabled people going to the bathroom.