Ok. I was getting really depressed last week. The somatic therapist I'm seeing told me she had a family emergency on Wednesday, so I didn't get to see her last week. The therapist I have in England as a British teenager is on leave right now too, so I didn't have anyone to be open with last week. I finished Chapter 12 of my book yesterday, and I've felt better since then. I have 3 more chapters to right, and it feels difficult because I feel a responsibility to write a novel that's good.