I hope that's helpful for you! It might be more effective to be honest about who you are and where you're coming from. You don't have to tell them everything about yourself, just the underlying stuff about feeling alone and misunderstood, overwhelmed and confused about how you're supposed to behave or be treated. It will probably be easier for you to receive care if you share the important underlying parts of your situation rather than creating a whole new character- because then they're not able to help you much at all. Does that make sense?