I don't know how to honestly look at this because I don't know where the honesty is. I'm not sure I've avoided responsibility because I've hit my head hundreds of times because I feel responsible, and I'm not sure I run from my choices because I keep talking about my choices. I've probably hurt others, but I've hurt myself as well, so I don't think I hurt others to avoid pain. I think I cause hurt because I'm trying to understand what the truth is, although the honesty is very vague to me.