I'm not always sure what I'm feeling a lot of the time, but the somatic therapist has helped me hit my head less so far. My exercise teacher is traveling out to where I am this week. I asked her if she wanted to have supper with me, and she told me she's staying with her boyfriend. I've known her over a year and didn't know she had a boyfriend, so that made me sad because I can't get closer to her. It's difficult for me to have romantic relationships because I'm not sure what I'm feeling.