Maybe. People in disability services make me feel like I need more disability services even though they often are unresponsive to me. It's difficult for me to hear people tell me what my needs are. Meanwhile, my cousin was ignored for years, he was abused, and I don't even know how he died. He was very vulnerable, he couldn't stand up for himself, and now everyone else can define him. That makes me sad. At least, I can focus on right now, so right now I will have something to eat like you are.