He had been diagnosed with schizophrenia, so I feel kind of connected to him because he was probably a very vulnerable person and I feel vulnerable too. It just reminds me of the vulnerability that I feel, and it makes me wonder if people were treating him well. He lived with my dad's brother, and my dad has said his brother is mean, so I wonder if my cousin felt accepted or whether or not he was treated well. I feel overwhelmed by the way people treat me, and I wonder if he was overwhelmed.