That sounds interesting, but also kind of confusing to me because people I know write about me like I am responsible, and then I talk to other people who talk to me like I am not responsible. I talked to my somatic therapist and described to her the way people in disability services treated me, and she said it sounded like they were negligent, but the people in disability services make it sound like I am responsible. I'm confused about if I am responsible, and it overwhelms me.