It would be difficult to find a somatic therapist under my legal name because a lot of therapists won't see me simply because I've been diagnosed with autism. It's the less common therapist who will see me when I have an autism diagnosis, and I don't think I would have found the therapist I'm seeing right now myself because she is listed primarily as having a specialty with LGBTQA+ individuals, and I don't present myself in that way. I try to be different characters so I'm understood.