I wish I could help you, but I think that's a bit out of the scope of what I'm here to do as a volunteer for Scarleteen. Maybe there are other people in your life or your family who would be able to help you with that? I understand feeling scared about your privacy and wanting to protect your anonymity, but I do think that a screenwriter will have less investment in your legal identity than the other people in disability services who you've been interacting with.