The personality traits of other people become part of who I am, so I don't know how not to intellectualize why people do what they do. I'm not sure I would be able to stay alive if I didn't intellectualize the way people act around me because I would simply be a disabled person doing what other people tell me to do. Intellectualizing why other people do what they do is the reason I'm writing my novel right now. If I didn't intellectualize, I would probably make myself more vulnerable.