And I think the thing that I dislike the most about the relationship is that even though he’s extremely supportive and I really like him, it’s not the same feelings I felt when I was dating someone who was non binary, where it felt like my gender and masculinity was soemthing that attracted them to me rather than being something that was almost possibly they’re interested in me in spite of my gender. But that is more just a fear than anything this guy I’m seeing has done to make me feel