The way people treat me in disability services only seems to be getting worse, so maybe I am igniting the trauma in these people. I'm not trying to ignite the trauma in other people. I'm just responding to the contradictory ways they treat me. The people who work in disability services don't seem to follow rules, then they put the blame on me, so I'm left feeling conflicted. I try to communicate, but it's easier to communicate with people who don't seem to be related to my experience.